loaning money

I am grateful that I was in the position to loan money - it taught me a very hard lesson though. people are very strange around money. they will take it in many ways and they will keep it in even more ways. I feel that I have a lot to say about this but I also feel that I need to really learn how to simply say "no" from now on. for no reason, for no circumstance. no. i feel that this is important for me to learn.

i will come back and revisit this post because emotions are still raw inside me.